Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Thoughts in Pain…

I was laying on my bad fighting the pain in my upper back. I was staring at the ceiling silently hearing my own breath going in and out slowly… in… out… in… out. Everything was quit in my room. The pain was killing me and every time I move it hits sharply, so I decided not to move for couple of minutes.

It was 7:00 pm, I turned my head and I saw my dead grandfather picture looking at me. “Hi grandpa, how is heaven?”, I thought “Life sucks, humans are very weak”. I stare to the ceiling again and dove into my memories. The memories of my grandfather death. I felt a tear rolling on my cheek. I figured I was crying silently.

I turned my head again to the other side and I saw my beloved novel “The Sword of Truth”. I raised my hand and touched it’s cover. “I miss you” I thought. Then, I looked to my hand and how it is formed and moved. I tried to get up and the pain came harder this time. I opened my mouth to scream, but nothing came out. I fell back to my bed helpless. “ Life formula is really hard to understand” I thought before I stare back to the ceiling of my dark room.


प्रदिप said...

How romantic and enjoyable story but verry sorry with your pain.At this tive you should have go to doctors or layout with your beloved lap and you can feel free from pain because pain is the second name of Love which can share with your nearly persons who can assist to you.
happy bloogging.
with best regards and hope so you will get release from pain

Nina said...

Thank you my friend for your cheering words... It made me feel alright and happy and yes I will take your advice and visit the doctor to treat my pain.

Thank you for reading ^__^

Warm regards,

J Bar said...

Thanks for your comments and visting my blog. Cheers J Bar.

Nina said...

Hi J Bar ^__^
You are welcome and thank you for visiting my blog.

Warm regards


Anna said...

Oh Nina sorry I missed this post. Are you okay now! Hope all is better, and this is actually very poetic post. Anna :)

Nina said...

Hi Anna,

It is okay my dear friend ^__^ I am fine now and I don't feel the pain anymore ^__^

I am happy to see your nice comments.
Take care